I have a stupid sinus infection cold thing. The kind where my heels are connected to the nerves in the sinus cavities in my cheekbones and my face gets a little electric shock with every step. The kind where if I don’t keep the Sudafed coming, I’ll get an ear infection, so I spend all day feeling like I’ve had seven double espressos and I’m too hot and too cold all at the same time and both the too hot and too cold make me have gross clammy sweats. My teeth hurt.
I couldn’t fall asleep last night, so I watched the last scene of the last episode of Six Feet Under on YouTube and then read a stupid fight in the comments about which is better, Dexter or SFU, and how there’s a difference between fact and opinion and it’s OKAY to have whatever opinion you want, because that is different than facts, but it’s NOT OKAY to try to make other people share your opinion like it’s some sort of fact, dude. (Plus, he was wrong. Six Feet Under kicks Dexter ass.)
Then I had to stay awake longer in order to spend some time feeling guilty about wasting my time reading all those stupid comments. And then a little longer to admonish myself for letting the whole thing take up MORE of my time by feeling bad about it. Then I watched the last episode of Mad Men on Netflix, because the new ones are coming in March and I am embarrassed to admit what a huge amount of happiness the thought of that brings to me.